If Memory Is Unkind
Things I pray I never forget with age: sitting in uni with far too many tabs open, three deadlines approaching, a half-written paragraph, and the completely delusional conviction that I will figure it out the thrill of finding a sentence in a book so good that I have to put the book down for a second the feeling of discovering a writer who says something I had felt for years but had never been intelligent enough to articulate the version of me who highlighted everything in my school textbooks how many versions of myself I have already been: literature student, editor, poet, theatre person, researcher, academic weapon on some days and academic victim on others, and so on… the fact that I once genuinely believed a bad grade meant the world had ended and then getting a score I never expected and realising — “Oh. Maybe I am actually good at this!” the ridiculous happiness after gulping down a well-cooked meal the exact feeling of laughing with someone until the conversation...